YSunday, November 1, 2009' 03:52
Things aren't right today. What's wrong with me? ..
I donnoe.. I wasn't in the mood ?
ITs PMS again!! fcuk.
I was alright when talking to mum in the morning and all of the sudden, my mood changed.
Especially when i see humans rushing and pushing their way to get up and down the bus..
WTH.. it just spoil my day..
suppose to go for APEC training in the morning and work at night, but i went to accompany him..
As i said, things wasn't right .. my mood..
and just some minor things he got so agitated.
Well, why can't i say what i wanna say? and so why he can and yet, i don show my attitude?
AND What smoking benefits u ???
for u to de-STRESS?. like what? and how does it helps?
when things happen, u just light up ur stick.
OuH.. com'on, it's just a stupid and dumb excuse to use...
Though i admit I did that before bcos of u. But i will never again...
It isn't worth anything and i don gain anything as well..
You're just spending off ur money . let it burnt, and kills ur lungs.
WHAT is WRONG with u ? ..
FYP sucks big time. it takes up all my free time just to use the com, research, and type it out.
what's the point? .. its just like another tut but accumulated for two sem.
working on something u'r not interested in?
doing things that u don like to do?
ITS just fucking waste of time. .
Why wanna give us such nonsensical project?. . and in turn is grading but not anything else.
I HATE FYP BIG TIME!!
YWednesday, October 14, 2009' 11:30
Its wednesday!!!
Have been wearing braces for a week and the feeling is still sucky.
Well, not only it is irritating but my mouth seems to be protruding !!!
gosh.. it is so irritating to eat any food. every single food i bite gets stuck between. And i cannot bite the apple anymore!! I realise i've been brushing my teeth for 4 times a day and my inner skin gonna tear anytime. I really wish i could take all the metals out of my mouth in no time.
And how i wish i could eat everything i want right now !! its now!!!
i look like a retard when i talk because the upper lips seems to be stiff and not moving!!! It just freak me out =(
dear gonna go back to Penang today as well. sigh, I feel so down.. i donnoe why
did not spend much time with him during my hols and wanted to spend this few days with him before sch starts on Monday but he's going back.
I just feel like i'm losing him again. the same old feeling i've felt before. I really wish i could stay with him and be with him. But i no matter what, i am still unable to face my parents and to tell them eveything.
It has been dragging for so long and yet, i'm still here keeping quiet.
I gonna miss u, seriously.
YTuesday, October 6, 2009' 23:15
Hey ppl!! i'm having my braces on tml.!!! 'm kind of so moody today..
Sigh..
I'm not feeling nervous but just don't wish to have braces on now!
I cannot imagine how ugly my smile will be.. SEROIUSLY i don wish to have braces on !!!!
OMG.. i'm feeling terrible.. I can't smile w/o showing my teeth!! ~_~
i feel like crying ~~
OMG OMG OMG!!!!
Sigh.. i can't have braces on ..seriously i can't. and of cos there is a reason to it..
it will spoil everything.. its everything ..
FARK ,
okay, i donnoe how it will goes tml.. but i think i don want it to happen..
i just feel that im gonna destroy the myself if im having braces~~
YSunday, September 20, 2009' 22:43
I'm getting real busy for F1 starting tml..
will be VERY busy the whole WEEK~!!
YWednesday, September 16, 2009' 01:50
I pass my driving test!!!
OMG! hahhas. I'm seriously shock that i manage to pass..
Okay, PPL, i need u guys to type ur blog address in the tagboard .. i lost every single link in my previous blog just because i accidentally click save template when previewing the skins..
Im kinda pissed that i've to waste so much time to complete my blog again..!!ARGH!!
sigh.. its a temp skin that i'll be using.. no time to modify for now.. hmm, just do me a favour kay!!
I'm gonna have braces on next week and this thurs will have to extract two wisdom tooth at one go..
sigh, i thought for my case is so mild that i need to just wear it for half a year..
But, it has to be at least a year.. and for me, exactly one year.. shit.
I couldn't imagine hw ugly i will look like smiling or laughing with my mouth wide open showing my teeth.
~_~
And there goes my ugly grad pics next April..
well, i can't wait to extract my tooth.. i WANNA FEEL THE PAIN! lols
YSaturday, September 12, 2009' 15:29
YMonday, September 7, 2009' 18:06
My blog works in sch!!!
ARGH!!
wat happened to blogger.. ????
OMG OMG OMG ~ this is shit man.. shit ass...
Reek is travelling back from Penang todaY!! hopefully can meet him on wed or thurs. hahas.
YEA!
and and and.. nowadays Rahim is having PMS. I don't understand why he got so pissed and frustrated bout us not working for the past one and the half months as most of us are having our exams.. Now even worst, can't get booking easily. He'll get agent staffs first and then turn to us when there is still slots available.
WTh.
Driving today was bad. real bad... damn damn damn..
I don't noe what's with me today .. I couldn't drive like how i did when i entered circuit.
and every single station wasn't smooth for me. I'm quite worried of my TP next tues.
Sigh.. onli two lessons more before TP and its like WTF.. i'm feeling nervous already .
But all i noe is i don wanna fail, if not it will cost me like another 1000 bucks..
And hahas.. with this kind mood i went to school to do fyp. was lae for an hour. lols. But being courteous, I help Koh and Neo to buy Mr Bean!! wahahahas.
Okay, gtg now.. gtg HOME!!! im still in school..! jus imagine its holidays and im in school? .. It's so unlike me. lols. Alright, i wanna wait for Reek to call. lolS!~
